Alien-Earth Snow Elves Manifest Perfect Desire
In my time spent with Yishierra, my alternate Avatar Snow Elf, I have begun to understand more of their way of life.
There is no way humans can fully understand their reality. Of course, we can process descriptions of what it looks like and comprehend some of their daily actions, but that is about as far as we can go.
First, we are primarily unconscious, habitual Avatars. Second, our brains have been programmed, through the stimulation of emotional chemicals, to be fearful and constantly in survival mode.
For us to live in a benevolent reality as they do would take decades, even centuries, of reprogramming our behavior. I know firsthand what it means to go through very dark-nights-of-the-soul confronting the dark entities that influence our minds, literally dying to our world of beliefs, and resurrecting myself from the abyss.
This transformation has been a lifelong process that I am still 'working on.' It has, however, been very helpful to have an 'alternate Self' to help me integrate how Yishierra's very alien reality works through their very alien minds.
Their minds are not processing reality as we do. These Lyran extraterrestrials have a mind-body system that operates in the frequency of benevolence, peace, safety, plenty, beauty, grace, harmony, unity, expansion, community, and creativity.
Now, we can understand these ideas and sometimes merge with them. Still, our brains and nervous systems are always ON. They constantly scan the environment, judging everything they take in as either 'good or bad,' and are always the sentinels on alert.
Because of our flawed programming, we rarely experience the PERFECT DESIRE; our minds are cluttered, our emotions are fractured, and we operate in lower animalistic-reptilian Consciousness.
Our human Avatar corrupt programming has been running for thousands of years, and quite frankly, Higher Consciousness Interdimensional Extraterrestrials DO NOT want our current Avatar out in space disrupting and corrupting other planets and Avatars.
We already have a rogue human element out in space on several planets and our moon, and they are a great disappointment to humanity and the rest of the galaxy.
Recently, I spent some time as Yishierra, or blending with the Consciousness and mind of Yishierra in her 4th-density Elf community.
As it happened, this time was very productive for ME personally because I was not taking mental notes of 'what she was doing.' Instead, it seemed predetermined that I would not need to make mental notes but just surrender to what was happening.
When I became Consciously Aware of being inside Yishierra, she sat on a marble bench overlooking an archway through which you could see part of the lake and mountainside. See the illustration at the beginning of this article.
We sat there for quite a while, and as her mind was very still, I was left with the need to stop my own mind chatter.
As I began surrendering and letting go of any analyzing, I suddenly knew this was a meditation or contemplation spot. I became aware of a more profound meaning of the style of the arch, the smaller arch over the water, and the view from the bench framing nature.
It was all designed to train focus on one direction. It was explicitly designed for a specific experience or, as I came to understand, a specific DESIRE.
Now desire, in our understanding, can mean a lack of some material thing we want or an emotional need to have something/someone/some experience, but this is the kind of desire we know because we live in lack, survival, and fear.
This realization took me a while to come to, and I found myself trying to analyze what the specific experience or desire was supposed to be and whether I was having it while inside of Yishierra. Of course, this just threw me 'out of the experience' and back into my busy little mind.
Finally, I just let go and took in the whole experience. I felt the marble bench, became aware of the carved archway, sensed the delicate etherical arch hovering over the water in midair, felt the breeze coming from the water, and was aware of a gentle fragrance in the air.
Like magic, the DESIRE FORMED was perfect in every way. It was flawless in its harmony, in its beauty and peace. This was the unknown desire of the heart making itself known.
The word that came to me was “enda,” meaning, in their reality, being an authentic desire of the heart or Higher Self. Something deep within that springs up from our Creator like an unexpected gift. It is a pure desire from our core essence that RISES IN THE MOMENT: ‘enda’ (my description and terminology.
There was nothing else. Truly, NOTHING ELSE, just one perfect desire. This was an astounding and profound shift in my Consciousness. I experienced a sequence of moments of one pure desire and nothing else.
Since returning to my Jhershierra Self, I am aware of how much of my day is wasted on useless thoughts, feelings, and desires—meaningless, pointless mind chatter and emotions that have nothing to do with the perfection of life.
I have been blocking time for only one simple, pure desire to rise up unbidden. This is taking some practice. I am creating an 'observational space' much like Yishierra's view of the lake. There is a quiet private lake within walking distance from my home. There are benches along one area of the lake. However, there aren’t any arches to narrow my focus, so I focus on one area of the lake.
I find the perfect 'space' to focus all my Consciousness and then release all the noise. In the emptiness, I sit with no expectations and wait for the rising up of one previously unknown but core desire of the heart. It's not coming as fully as when I was in Yishierra's 4th-density community, but I will continue to develop the practice.
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This article was originally written for Medium magazine in July 2023 and updated for Substack in 2025.